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PS Ayinde, I hadn't read your second post when I posted mine; now I have, it seems like the type of "dangerous experience" I went through is indeed somewhat akin to what you're talking about (while I wasn't physically violent to anyone, I was certainly putting myself in a position for people [such as armed police] to be physically violent to me, and did end up in a mental hospital). However I'm not sure how much cannabis use/abuse was a factor in that experience.
I was also deliberately calling on some powerful forces at the beginning of that experience- on this very website, as a matter of fact. Maybe when you call on certain forces/entities they do really respond, whether or not you are prepared to go through what that might entail.
I'm still assimilating that experience into my life- it's definitely something that is life-shifting. They call it bipolar, manic, etc. and they say it probably has a genetic component that could be inherited but really they [shrinks etc.]don't know that much about it at all. There appears to be some kind of biochemical change going on in your brain though, I gather. Anyway this subject is another few threads worth of subject matter in itself, so I'ma stop there.
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