From my experiences, when people tap into there essence there is heightened mental stimulation. It comes in a measure that the brain can cope with. Most people I have worked with can barely cope initially with that amount of new stimulation. They start growing in a quite regulated pace, the ability to generate natural highs. They do not stabilize (maintain a given level) at once. The high comes and goes in relation to realizations. If people lose their high, it is because they are not attending to something. Usually, in reasoning they would discover it and they get back the high. If they attend to the issue (act on truth), they keep the high and progress to more realizations and character building truths. If they do not act on truths realized they lose it. It is all self regulated based on the real truth (character) of people.

Using Marijuana during these experiences is attempting to circumvent a quite orderly process. It does not work. By inducing a high from outside of their selves they are not able to see their own growth and tend to delude themselves. They can also damage nerves in the brain and lose the experiences of consciousness.

Also, many have cultivated the bad habit of acting one way when high and another when the high is off. They feel they can pay the same lip service to things realized with a self generated high while still doing crap, and suffer extremely negative consequences as a result of that.

Your post is more about what you feel/think and you are entitled to that. I do not see any need to respond to all of it.