Goos reasonings my brother, for i seem to be blessed with this nature, and it has caused I plenty heartaches and pain in my life. It was only later when i started to accept that this is I, and that if i change my nature in order to relieve the pain and sufferation, i would have much more pain and sufferation.

So i accept and deal with those who try to use and abuse I.

One is percieved as "soft" "easy meat" by those with predator minds, sadly amongst them also black peoples.

All in all, i have learned that these pain and tribulations are part of my growth.

Peace.